Yes..I admit...i do tend to do alot..that is because i like to occupy my time..and yes..i admit again.i might not be excellent in everything i do or i may not even be the best at it..but i know that i am atleast good at it...so,i will continue to push myself further to learn what i have probably the tiniest interest in..
for example,piano,i took it cause welll....pammy was gg to teach me=) and i might not be "in love" with it (paino)..but,with pammy's help,i feel that i do reasonable in it..and i like that feeling....i feel satisfied with what i do and i think that that is important..at the end of the day,everyone IS gg to tlk or gossip,But it is abt how i feel abt myself at the end of the day right?
so ya...
I feel the pressure...with more things to do and juggle...it is difficult.But i hope everything pays off well..and i am sure that it will...in a way or two...so,i firstly need to find my organiser AGAIN..this sooo reminds me of WSS..hahah..but ya...i have to..
i feel that i am not ME anymore...Prob it might be because there are lot of "me" running around..but its not that..i cant seem to find for me within myself..as in...i am not the person i knew..i am not the person i use to be..and this troubles me alot...Trust me..i feel that i am a whole new person...who is running away from some stuff yet planning way ahead for the future...
hmmmm....idk..with really good friends,i seem to be pulling through..

time heals everything...and i know i will find myself soon=)