ReDeViLs

2012-01-04T01:32:00.000-08:00

Fistly,the new year is here!2012..wow..it is soo fast..time really flies…so much of good and bad memories…I am horrified..I have to CLEAR my modules and MY FYP….i have to graduate….sheesh..i am freaking out already..this is just the 4^th day of the new year,and my timetable is already freaking packed. i am totally booked with tuitions, sch, akka’sarangetram stuff ,NYC stuff ,Dance, Sangeetam…Sounds lil..but trust me..my timetable is so full I don’t like to look at it..sch and tuitions EVERYDAY….with the exception of Sundays…aahhh..at least one day..

I have no idea what iam gg to do after graduation…which sch toapply..if to study first or work first..what course to apply for..if working,where to apply…AIYOH!headache….i am praying to the GODS to show me the way…Ct results out tmr..If I flung it,I will change course kaes???

Hahahah!!

2012-01-02T21:00:00.000-08:00

2011-11-08T14:02:00.000-08:00

Omg!11 more weeks for FYP to end...This is so freaky!!!time flies man!!!its like....woahhh..ten more weeks for EID..hehee...OH NO!4 more weeks to CTs...Argh...and and prac test 1 next week....screw it..this year is sure passing damn fast..with great NEWS at the end of the yr..WHEEE....

Omg..its gg to be time for the BIG step..freaking out already...*Inhales and exhales*

Scared...like srsly..Oh wells...Lets wait and watch..let's see how it goes...=)))Hopefully,well...

*Fingers Crossed*

and i honestly,start almost every post with OMG..hahaha..

Life is smooth sailing...Stressful...pilled with work..but am hanging there...cause,i am having fun..cant wit for the big event!!the team i am working with is fun!!and ya la...all of us are from different walks of life..but they are understanding...and its easy so far..

wellnot really..but,nxt yr is the BIG event...And i am suppose to go CHINA..hmmm..let's see=)))

I am suddenly craving for chocolates...

Okie can..The project does not clash with my YEP...yay!!!!i can go for both,,,sorry...just checked...lol...

wheee!!excited..I NEED TO SUBMIT THE FORMS SOON!!!like by 18th...sheesh...i need to submit tmr kaes????yes yes...

Aites..Gtg!!!Till next time,(whoever who still bothers to read my blog)

I am gg to try an upload at least a pic per entry...haha..let's see how tad works....

2011-11-02T13:43:00.000-07:00

Okay!I am hooked onto this particular song!

Its from my boyfriend's movie..*drools*But hey,the song is really damn nice=)

Hear it kaes???The words are awesome!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jcPAcO8_Yg

Niceeeee=) btw,HE IS SOO SUPER hot..and handsome!1Dying!!i have to watch the movie..I have never missed a single film of his..and nvr will=)

Anyways,deepavali came...and is ovr...damn fast eh?well,i had a blast..Glad to have such a big family..I mean,ya la..it can get tiring and stressful with all the unwanted drama..but,when they meet up FOR a happy occasion,its awesome..Very VERY difficult to ever find a family like this one..FILLED with joy,laughter and heaps of love...

Have uploaded all the pics in FB..i shall upload some here kaes?

The pics consist of the prayers,Deepavali,deepavali visiting and Wild Wild Wet pics=))

There is sooo much to update..I have to leave later..therefore shall update now..

Firstly,Sithi came 3 wks ago..and has left..she left yesterday..which means,i still have to upload the Airport Pics...='(Shall do that tmr..OH!b4 the flight,at 3,akka,sharmu,sara,belly and myself met at MINDS cafe to play games..AWESOME!den,we rushed back to go home and change..so that we can go to the temple for aatha's prayers...thennn,we went to the airport...

Deepavali was,once again,a blast!however,i preferred the prayers day..we went down to play catching...It was soooo fun!!although 1/2 way through i had i puke...it was fun=))haha...loads of pics...loads of screaming...loads of love=)

On the eve,we went to sara annae perripa's house..it was fun..we watched the show..and Daven annae and i went down to buy for fia chocolate milk..we spoke alot..hahah!awesome food,once again!Yummy!*licks finger*

On deepavali,we went down to bishan perrima's house to play catching again!hehehe..OH!franci and Sha came ovr for deepavali... AGAIN,it was so funn!!Bitching and gossiping!!!haha..after all this,akka and i realized,shana wants to spend more time with us..Sooo,soon we shall=)))And the 6 monkeys,The cuzzies want to go USS in December...I need to SAVE!!lol..Shall start frm tmr=)))

On sunday,we went to wild wild wet!sara,hema akka,sathish annae,bella,shana,soso,sithi and myself!It was damn fun!!!the heat,the water,the screams(AGAIN)...now u see,how happening my life is?hehe....*winks*

I wanna watch 7am arivu..Cuzzies wanna go too!!we shall all go tgt..And i shall happily drool ovr surya!!;))

Nitah's b'day is coming!so yep....must get ready...must buy the kid a gift..get ready wad to wear..Ooohhh..sooo fun=D

Now,since i said abt all the fun things,now its time to lament...I hate EID..i mean,the module is okay..although alot of ppl say its tough...

i understand wad's gg on..and i SWEAR i dont mind if it is on tutorials only..but,BUT,my prac teacher is the MAIN MOD LEADER...hence,its torture..she is a nice lady..easy top tlk to..however,she wants and conducts presentation EVERY DAMN wk!Ahhh..tad i dont like...cause,idk most of the ppl in my class..and i dont like to present everyday!Kim is my teammate..and he cant tlk till nxt wkk..argh!i wan him to be able to tlk faster..at least den,we can both present!and he has changed...so bossy!!!in a wrng way=(

he makes it look like idk wad i am doing...when i had to point out to his mistakes...Hmmm..oh wells,i tell him nicely..but dude,srsly,i got a temper which u have seen once...dont see again k?=)hehe..but he is an AWESOME friend...so,can close on eye...Speaking of EID,tad's the class i have to go too...i dread it..hopefully,today will be better...prob i was scared cause the room was ultra small..the lecturer has changed the venue...hopefully,it will be better!*keeping my fingers crossed*

i shall attempt to do my ppt...hehe...Aites..Till later,Cya!!

Girl Power!!!

The 6 devils=)

Us with mama...

The BEST SIL!

Daven annae's and my heated up convo!

Laughing at the show!!hehex

Soulmates!!!

On the EVE=)

Deepavali visiting=))))

Angels=)

Shanana!!!

Huggs!

God's Greatest Gift=)

2011-10-19T23:30:00.001-07:00

Omg....Finding for a blogskin CAN kill!hehex..

therefore,i have just edited it...more then searching for blogskin, FYP kills more..

SHeesh...I have to pack up soon..leaving class early...have check up...Its a rush!

and deepavali is coming....YAY!

excited to the max!!!Wheee

new clothes,new pics,Money!! food....Aahhh..its heaven...

And 3 days after that,i've got my dear piano exam...Argh..i am so screwed..The prev one i scored a 83..SO wasted!!!!7 more marks to a distinction...='(

of course la...the first was the best...

Dance class is so super fun!!!
i am having the TIME of my life...all sweaty and aching..but still...

its fun...at the moment,i feel like dying la...but after the entire thing,i feel happy=)

Sheela sithi is here...she wants to go USS..me too!

akka said we can go..but FYP is clashing with almost everything=(

Aites...I better get gg=)

Update soon!!!

2011-10-04T00:19:00.000-07:00

Omg!

Its freaking cold!The air-con tgt with the rain!!one can almost freeze!hahaha

I really hope my teacher lets me go at 3.30...Need to rush aand print paper for tuition kids..den rush to yishun and rush again to Doby ghaut!!and rush back home for tuition!!Sighz..Today is the rushing day....

I can go!!

2011-09-09T01:40:00.000-07:00

what's the point of saying sorry after u have hurt the person?

2011-09-05T01:29:00.000-07:00

Okay!!Hols are here!!which means more commitments...
I have been having a blast!!!
Friday night Bbq,Sat Kana's Birthday Bash and slpovr,Sunday Sci center!!!and prayers today!
despite the fever and flu,i am having the time of my life..
Well,Obviously some ppl are just obsesed with me..they INSIST on checking up on me..and asking ppl to "spy" on my facebook and update them with what's happening in my life..hahaha....Well,i guess,u got no life eh?anyways,gtg..must get ready...Bye bye=))
PS:try getting better spies;)

2011-07-21T22:57:00.000-07:00

The childhood Saga is over...The reason why i LOVE harry potter so much (other then akka's influence) ,it has taught me alot of values...Which I believe i follow=)

Dont betray your friends.

You should have died! Died rather than betray your friends, as we would have done for you!~Sirius Black

Dont be afraid of death.

"Dying? Not at all," said Sirius. "Quicker and easier than falling asleep."~Sirius Black

Imagine.

Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?~Albus Dumbledore

Life

A circle that has no beginning~Luna Lovegood

Love

Do not pity the dead, Harry, pity the living. Above all, pity those who live without love.~Albus Dumbledore

"after all this time?..."Always"~Snape

The ones that Love us never really leave us ~Sirius Black

Ask Questions

Curiosity is not a sin... But we should exercise caution with our curiosity~Albus Dumbledore

People

If you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals.~Sirius Black

Courage

It takes a great deal of courage to stand up to your enemies, but a great deal more to stand up to your friends.~Dumbledore

well,there's more...But,hey,who says harry potter is just a novel?;)

2011-07-20T01:03:00.000-07:00

I wanted to blog for a very long time..nvr did..hahah...not tad i did not use my lappy..just tad,i simply did not blog...
Well,
Its already the second last week of July..and the last that i have updated was on 7th May..hehe..I am going to give myself 10-15 mins before i run off for tuition...Harry Potter is OVER!omg...A saga that started when i was in PRIMARY sch...its so sad..well,i grew up with it..learning spells from hema akka(the harry potter wiz)...playing games..wanting to go to Hogwarts...Awesome Journey...The one movie that when i am crying,i know ppl next to me are crying...okay..i admit..i cry for almost every movie..But hey,Harry potter is Different...It is..sooo...idk..i guess we learn more then we bargain for..My tumbler is FILLED with harry's stuff..OMG...If u wanna get a guy,get a guy like Snape..who loves till he dies..and prob even after tad...Tough finding one like tad in real like eh?

Oh wells,Akka and I ran..for the Run Against Cancer...Akka finished the 5Km run within 21 mins!!!!!well,Ravi mama,that one was for U..when i was running,i thought of u...akka,ran FOR u...where ever u are,hope u are in peace..*huggs*
everytime I walk into Nasty,i see kutty Hari,it hurts...Poor child...his face...well,Santosh sir,we all pray that u are in peace too k?Life is short...Learn to appreciate ppl..letting go of relationships is easy...but forming one or holding onto one,is difficult...I might not be a good person....I know i have flaws..i have Flawed..I have a temper..and i cant cope it..but hey,i Know i am a good friend,daughter and sister..and oops..aunty=)

Honestly,I am sick of holding on to relations..to ensure that the relationship does not go *POOF* and missing...I am sick of it..that i dont text my friends till they do..and surprise?i have not heard from some of them..Ppl should realize everything is a two way thinggy..U should put in effort if you value something...I regret at times..I tend to think that i call my friends when i need them..and have been whinny...then i tell myself,i have also been there for them..i have also listened when they have whined..Oh wells..*shruggs*

Tmr is Movie date with Sha and Wemi..Excited!!!Gonna watch Harry Potter AGAIN!!den nxt monday with Sara and Sham...den OMG!planning clashing BIG TIME..i have Dinner with TA12..and Movie (HP)with DancBabes....Argghhh..Otay..time to brainstorm...

Before i go,check this out:

The run=)

My Boyfriend...and the words are awesome=)

2011-05-07T23:15:00.000-07:00

God could not be everywhere.Thus he decided to send his angels.These angels are unique.they get emotional and stress us for many reasons.But,they are always there for us.They are who are call MOTHERS.I dont know about everyone,but,for myself have an excellent mother,who knows everything about me,who scolds me when i make a mistake and who ensures I am more then okay.Thanks amma for everything.You mean the world to me,and i really love you.

2011-04-26T01:15:00.000-07:00

ARRGGHHH!!!!

****YELLLSSSS****

Much better...sch has started....back to the early morning,late nights....
More commitments..lesser time....stronger bonds....lesser crowd..realization..eye opener...well...its the whole lot....

firstly,i hate ppl who tell others that they cant do something...i hate ppl who DISCOURAGE...cause noone has the right to discourage someone else...Let it be ur parents,family,best friend,friends or even teachers...Oh!even if God tells u,U cant,Tell him U can..Cause noone can judge u other den urself..We hide the truth form everyone...at least ONE secret will remind within us..and only we will know it...if someone says that they tell u everything,pls..its a lie....Come on!Noone tells u what they are thinking in the TOILET right??then???Therefore,it is still not considered as telling someone everything...i am not saying that it is bad...i am saying,it is good..we need space...personal space....hmmm...i guess,i went all the way out of my point...where was i?
Oh ya!
so,if anyone tells u,u cant,DONT LISTEN..unless u KNOW its bad for you...but,other than that,i think we shld ignore discouraging ppl..However,if they TEACH u what is right and what is wrong,and preaches what the say,Ahhh,then,u ought to listen to them...
okok..
i gtg..updates soon...

2011-04-04T01:01:00.000-07:00

Yes..I admit...i do tend to do alot..that is because i like to occupy my time..and yes..i admit again.i might not be excellent in everything i do or i may not even be the best at it..but i know that i am atleast good at it...so,i will continue to push myself further to learn what i have probably the tiniest interest in..
for example,piano,i took it cause welll....pammy was gg to teach me=) and i might not be "in love" with it (paino)..but,with pammy's help,i feel that i do reasonable in it..and i like that feeling....i feel satisfied with what i do and i think that that is important..at the end of the day,everyone IS gg to tlk or gossip,But it is abt how i feel abt myself at the end of the day right?
so ya...
I feel the pressure...with more things to do and juggle...it is difficult.But i hope everything pays off well..and i am sure that it will...in a way or two...so,i firstly need to find my organiser AGAIN..this sooo reminds me of WSS..hahah..but ya...i have to..
i feel that i am not ME anymore...Prob it might be because there are lot of "me" running around..but its not that..i cant seem to find for me within myself..as in...i am not the person i knew..i am not the person i use to be..and this troubles me alot...Trust me..i feel that i am a whole new person...who is running away from some stuff yet planning way ahead for the future...
hmmmm....idk..with really good friends,i seem to be pulling through..

time heals everything...and i know i will find myself soon=)

2011-03-22T01:38:00.001-07:00

Hey hey hey!
like i said,this must be one of the BEST hols i have ever had!
DAMN HAPPENING!
hahahha
okok...today was awesome....i woke up early..followed akka to the gym....den went for a movie...RED RIDING HOOD..very nice..i liked the story line...for those who have not watched it,GO WATCH!!!!!den,came back home...helped mummy with her work...and will have to meet her later at arnd 5 plus...
my timetable is already packed for this week and next..haha...well,sch is gg to start soon..and my results will be out on fri...DAMN!
freaking scared..
i know i sound dumb..but,honestly,i cant wait to grad!
really..idk what i am gg to do..but,i wanna see if i am ready for it...
and i sooo dont want the world to end..
well,i know i sound childish...but really..
why have war when sooner or later the human kind IS gg to come to an end?
u see,the natural disasters are more den enough to kill ALL of us...so why have war?
idk...i am still young..i dont want the world to end...sheesh..i hate it whenever i start thinking abt these things...sighhh....
*keeping fingers crossed that the world does nt end soon*
hahax..

I really think my life is very interesting for alot of ppl....REALLY..
i have this new person "tagging"like me in my friend's blog..
how dumb can one get?
FIRSTLY,i found out who the person is...
secondly,jus wait and watch k?
and thirdly, the "moon" that tagged me IS the same person;)
so ya..this shows that the person has
a)nothing better to do
b)too much of free time
c)is thinking of me too much (hehex)
haha..either u shld study something useful or pick up a sport..i m sure BOTH will help u=)
or at least one will help u..but since u love reading my blog and love "being" me,why dont u try being me by having GUTS to mention UR REAL name so that everyone else can know?but den again Nandhini,not everyone is man enough or woman enough to do that...so well,if u have no guts and want to continue hiding behind a mask,go ahead...i understand that u have no guts...=))

okok..i gtg ppeps=)
will be back soon with more updates on my very entertaining life=)

2011-03-15T21:12:00.000-07:00

I have been having a blast...really!my hols are super super happening...been gg out..watched no strings attached yesterday..i wanted to watch gnome and juliet...grr..the tix for the movie were so late..and sara insisted tat he cant watch it..so yea:-(
the movie was okayy..i did not enjoy it much..but well,it was okay..haha..den,we went for viji akka's 2nd son's 1st birthday:-)haha..on sunday..it was fun!i wore a pink dress..*gross*
and den,tat day,akka,sateesh and myself went to the waterfront..we swinged..haha..and climbed ropes..and sateesh tried to kill me..NOT FORGIVEN SATEESH:-)haha
after tat,we decided to watch a movie:)so,we went to watch I AM NUMBER 4..i have been watching so many movies..almost 2 everyday:-)
this punguni,i am carrying kavadi..scared yet excited..well,let's see how it goes k?
Abt the japan thinggy,so sad!!the end to human kind is not far off eh?
I want to blog more.but my sis and mum using my lappy...i am lazy to use comp..haha..so,blogging using my phone..and my hand hurts..so yea..will update soon..oh oh!ambuja akka is our dance teacher now..sir has left..and the class size is 5 now!!YAY!haha..okay okay..gtg:-)

2011-02-21T20:52:00.000-08:00

Omg..talk abt stress....
hmmm...my paper is on fri..i have nt started...
hahaha..well.....*cheeky smile*

Okok..i have kinda decided on what i wanna do with mua life after poly...so yea...let's see how it goes..Ok..i gtg..updates soon=)

2011-02-16T01:47:00.000-08:00

Okay..STRESS...
prob because i got no mood to study..hahax...
but ya..really....stress...
will update soon=)

2011-01-31T22:05:00.000-08:00

Okay..i wanted to blog for soo long..but never did..hehex..
was either tired...or lazy=)Ambiga akka's arangetram pics are OUT=)
WHEEE...
ncie!
I loved her dance=)
I think her's and durgesh akka's was awesome=))
I like the pic below....Woahhh..the work don....is super tiring..but awesomely fun=)))
IF u are working with the right ppl;)))

That was last year topic=))

Now,moving on..WOAHH
the show on sat was nice..and funny.....
I think the entire day was jus hilarious...
gg to the tailor....from there,late for miridangam class.....so,result,never go=)
den,vocal class,which,i got chased out cause i had flu...siting in akka's class..watching the kids listen to her...
den dance class..
HAHAHAH....FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den,meeting the babes for dinner...well,akka had class...so the remaining few went....
we tlked tlked and tlked....den met akka,sindhu,subha and priya....went for the show...we occupied an entire row;))
aunty sat in front....
The show was damn nice..well,at the start of the show,i lost my phone...haha..i dropped it on the ground...hehex...nandy found for me at the end of the show...it was under my chair...ZzZz..

after that was the damn "nice" part..hahaha...well...it was raining...and we have like,ONE umbrella?
hahahha
imagine...oh..nandy's parents came..so they left...
we waited for the taxi(s)
and got soaking wet..so,we decided to walk to the other side....and den,the taxi(s) came...AWESOME!
we were all drench..
i got wet on fri,while running out of makkan place to meet my Rajjie,den on sat..after the show..
den on sun...HAHAHAHHAH

when we decided to go bowling..NONO..we did not...Shamini decided to...we had to walk..and we got wet..well,she did really well=))
she got 3 points..so yes...she needed a treat....
it was fun!
My life is getting better after all=)
Will update soon;))

2011-01-26T06:16:00.000-08:00

Its like there is a path infront of You but you don't know if it is meant for u.

sateesh told mi this...i agree=)
will update tmr=)

2011-01-23T09:39:00.001-08:00

Okay..I am super super sleepy and hungry..aarrggh!
tmr is gonna be a killer!!no joke...really...
morning must go to the hospital...den sch...den from there must rush to NASTY..must tie half sari....tsk tsk....got the music "show"..SIGH...i m mentally drained out..its okayyyyy....i can do it....Dance classes are fun these days...more dancing..less gossiping...or probably it is because i don give a shit if anyone is gg to tlk abt me BEHIND my back...cause they got no guts to tell it to my face...so yep=)
Life is lighter....hmmm...in a way la...
Exams coming up...soon will be graduating..SCARY..speaking of exams,piano exams coming up oso....OH!and m so proud of ONE of the devils (The tuition kid that i teach)...she came in 4th...she got some award=)))

I have to entertain myself till 2.30 cause the freaking CD is taking a EXTREMELY long time to burnnn....aaarrggghhhh...loads have happened...
O'lvl results are out..I am so very proud of sharmini..She did VERY well...keeping my fingers crossed that she can go the the JC of her choice..and sateesh!CONGRATS!
very very proud of u=)))))
*Grinns*
Rajie did okay=)
A-lvl results are coming out....OooHHhhh..gd luck to everyone...
Loads of MY ppl are collecting their results la...i cant wait..i noe that they will ace it..all de best guys!Love ya!!!

Super proud of Wemi!
She did really well for dance exam=)
WHeeee...congrats love..ONE down..ONE BIG BIG one to go=))))I am soo excited!!!!
i have seen only a few...show me the rest soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXCITED!!!

It takes alot for someone NOT to be a slut these days.when i see someone with great morals,i start thinking that THESE type of girls should be kept in a box and preserved..cause they are being RARE specimens now..hahah...i mean,it is very easy for someone who wears revelling outfits wherever they go..but it takes that special someone to wear a pair of jeans and yet look so classy and good..i know of alot of people who are tall and skinny or fit...and they dress so well...=)
therefore,if u are that type of a person,who is decent enough,THEN u can tlk abt others..Not those who are not morally upright=)

If ppl are gg arnd saying that I spoke ILL of so and so,i don care.Cause IF i did,and the person asks me,i WILL admit and not push the blame..If ppl are gg to start tlking to ppl who are not EVEN part of the issues,not my prob anymore as well.However,if anyone whom i had a good relationship with starts avoiding me or starts to think that i did something,EVEN w/o me doing as such,Ahhhhhhh...den the big mouth has to watch out....Cause reputation takes a life time to build..I am the type of person who ensures that i have a good reputation....if anyone ruins it,W/O my knowldege...yikes......wish that it was not u=))
If ppl are thinking that this is WORLD WAR 3 and that they should start forming alliances,let me tell u...u are fighting a losing battle...Ya..U might have ppl saying u were right..but,nah..i m not interested in it=)Not gg to fight anymore....no point tlking to those who DONT understand ryte?so yep=)However,dont u DARE pull my family into this..esp my sis..dont u DARE go arnd TALKING abt her...WATCH UR BACK (if u have one la)..cause dude,then you will regret....like for a lifetime....the Nandhini that u knew from sec sch wont be lil miss nice...not anymore...I WANNA make THIS the last post of watever shit...

it is 2.18 AM...and i m hungry..LOL.....
no la...really...i m super hungryyyyy...
*yawns* and sleepy...this is taking forever....
sigh....
the sudden reason for updating?
1) SATEESH updated his....so,i felt like updating mine.
2)Ppl like Aisha and sateesh keeping visiting my blog..only to realise that it has not been
updated..hahah
3)I have nothing else to do for the time being...
4)I felt like letting all out...since this year HAS been great=)))))

OH!i love this song!On TV!hahaha..

Okok!ITS DONE!!!FINALLY!!!NIGHTS WORLD!

2011-01-18T01:42:00.000-08:00

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Check this out guys!!!

Otay!!!!!will update soon!

2011-01-18T01:29:00.001-08:00

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2011-01-05T02:27:00.000-08:00

OMG!
i am sooooo happy!!!!
REALLY!OMG OMG OMG!that phone call really made my day=)
IT WAS DOMINO!
ONE AFTER ONE!so that means TWO phone calls

Okay okay..gtg=))

Christmas eve:)

2010-12-09T21:59:00.005-08:00

Okay:-)
time to blog!!i am in camp..and today,is day 0..super slack...had to come at 10 and had meeting..den when out for lunch...and now,in the room..haha..mich is sleeping..i am dead sleepy..but i wanna blog:-):-)so,here i am:-)

i slept at 3am last night..talkin to akka..and i am so glad tat in this room,i can connect to internet..my npconnect does not seem to work..have to sort tat out..haha...soon...but,i oso don know when..
Dance classes are tiring..really..and fun:-)we have to prac before class and in class,it is scary..but,fun:-)cause almost everyone else is scared..haha..i keep forgetting wat hari sir taught me...and he is so patient with me...i can play and i dont forgot how to play..but i forget wat to play:-)haha..so ya...there is sangeetam performance next week..after sch..argh..but okay la..fun:-)sch is starting next week..i am torn between two..i have camp and classes..thinkin if i should go..hmmm..for camp..in sch la..but den i will end up,missing classes..which i don wan to..and besides,raph and mich not gg...so ya..sian..hmmm..will think abt it...

So many things to do..and i always have to be in two places at once..really...like,this sat,i have uptlc camp meeting and tuition..after tat,the cca chart flows in..and i will only book out on friday..tiring..but,hey,i am not complaining..i am sayin this,cause i read a book called gift..my fav writer..and tat book is so nice..lou..tat's the main character's name..and gabe..the "man" who helps him..awesome book..really..i realised alot from that book..tat,compared to money and materials,time is the most important..and SPENDING tat time,with your loved ones,is AS important as time itself..wat if one day,while doing the million duties i have commited myself to,i leave unexpected?wat if i leave the survive of earth?and den wat?would i have told the ppl arnd me tat i love and care for them?would they know?and when i ask myself this,i know,that they KNOW..cause inbetween,all my things,i value ppl the most..and i tell them..so,i am kinda safe on that platform:-)
i am bloggin with my phone..so,if there are errors,pls pardon me..thanks:-)

i am dead sleep...gg to rock myself to sleep..hehex..nights ppl!!

Christmas eve:)

2010-12-09T21:59:00.004-08:00

*stretches*yawns*tosses around*jumps*bends*screams*cracks neck*cracks fingers*twists leg*rolls eyes*

Tat is exactly wat i am doin...hahahaha..i feel so restless..sigh...idk why oso..sian...haha...wellll......the smallest thingy can trigger the biggest things eh?jus sayin ppl..JUS SAYING..don let your imaginations go wild ppl..it is nothin..i am really jus sayin!!

Only yesterday i realised tat last year has made me into a stronger and tougher person..as an overall person...tears don fall tat easy now..haha..am a proud girl..proud girl nan;)

Omg..so many happy news!!i am so so super happy..not thinkin of the stressful moments...haha..rabbit year is a good one!

Oh oh!most likely A's results on 4 march..on sara's birthday..hahahaha..poor soul..collecting his results on his birthday:)
but that idiot will confirm do well..yay!!hahahaha...so fast he has gone to army...sigh.. So fast my big bro is out..haha..ord alreadi..haha..okay okay..blogging with my phone is so easy...haha..Yup yup...

The song running in my mind now is "All this while i've been good...but now...ahha-ah-ah-ah...what the hell"hahahaha..nice okay!!hahahaha..

I am soooo excited for punguni this year..if all goes well,will tell you;)

okay okay..gtg now!bye world!nights:)

யாம் இருக்க பாயம் ஏன் :)

Christmas eve:)

2010-12-09T21:59:00.003-08:00

OMG!
it New Year's Eve!!
Sooo many tings has happened this year!
good and bad...well,i have learnt alot from it...so,i thank everyone who has been part of my 2010...U guys have taught me alot of things....I have learned who to trust and who not to trust.
I have learned how to see and how to keep calm when things get worse.I have leaned how to read character....I know who to keep close to my heart and who to let go...

I fall in love deeply..With the wrong person.I was caught in it for very long.it took me months to get over it..it took me months to forget things..and even after it was done,some ppl nvr did let things rest.so,there was a whole new cycle to it.I can forgive anything BUT betrayal is what i cant stand.And some ppl STILL think tad hey have not done anything wrng. But,as the new yr is gg to be born,i m letting go of everything.In fact,I alreadi have.So ya.BUt one thing that i will NEVER let go OR forget is the way U spoke abt me.The way U made me sound so low and cheap to my sis.That is something that i will carry to my grave.

This whole event has caused my family to get bonded..with cuz and everyone....Thanks alot....2010 has made me grow stronger and realise alot of things.I have matured in alot of ways(which i m proud of)..I still have a childish "thing" in me...hahahha:)

I have to thank hema akka for being there for me..u scream and yell...but u love and care...u make me feel loved n like a child..I love u.thanks for being there.thanks for being strong for me..Thanks...
Thanks to ALL my friends...WSS babes,pam and sateesh...Dancemates,Poly mates!

thanks...2010 is gg to b ovr...2011 is coming..we all have new dreams to realise...new ppl to meet....new hopes...and new rlnships to b forged=)
Happy New year guys!

Christmas eve:)

2010-12-09T21:59:00.002-08:00

Omg!omg!omg!
Wat's the hype abt??
ITS X-MAS EVE!!wonderful time...logcake,cookies,kids,laughter,music,gifts,tree,lights,games,excellent cartoons and movies..and much more..omg!awesome much?!ya!!

Ate burger tonight..got all the prezziez wrapped..placed under the tree:)
all games ready..anddd party things left..haha..tmr is PARTYY!i cant wait;) i cleaned the toilet today..headace!!the bleach!!!!!!sigh...
I still remember how i use to hate spongebob!!and now,it is my fav!i have spongebob pencilbox,spongebob shirt,spongebob water bottle..and spongebob umbrella:) well,whenever i get pissed,i watch spongebob and it is AWESOME!!yay!!i wont be angry:)lol..

This year is coming to an end!!so fast!so many things have happened..good and bad things..well,in my case,i have to let go of both..the good and bad memories..so ya..cause its linked..well,not most of the memories....some:) i had alot of fun this time!!!i mean,with pammy,hema akka and sateesh!!and loads of things;)

omg:(daddy is watching the rat act!i don like!!

Aiyoh!!!!okay...i have to go:)will update after x-mas:)

2010-12-09T21:59:00.001-08:00

Heyya!
OMG!the trip was awesome=))
really.. I had so much of fun!the pool was freaking cold la..i was not swimming..i was standing and freezin..and sateesh,was laughing..haha..and OMG!four crows came..no no..three..but really..and it is the real crows k?haha..and ya..scary..
Check out the pics in my fb..
I am thinkin of making my blog open again..should i??vote pls:)

more abt the trip,it was awesome..we played taboo,uno and ate loads of chocolates!and food..i put on weight:(
but heck..its hols and x-mas season for a reason:)
oh!the place is a cat paradies..GROSS!and shaylaja and i saw a cat tat slept on a pram!eewww...
The burger was nice..but ah..no egg..but the chill was awesome!(nasi paadang)
haha:)
i cleaned the entire house yesterday!vacuumed and mopped..hemi oso..haha..and ya..today gg for movie!yay!tmr,back to tuitions and piano lessons..but after tat,play time:)gg to play game..yay!

We are watchin a video in class..and the girl's english sucks!!!!haha..den again,most of them,speak like tat..i don get it..how?like,one time,there was this doctor,who spoke in "english",and sheesh..i did not understand wat he said!sigh..never mind..

I am blogging using my phone again;)
yay!!!
vettai is sooo cool!i try my best not to miss it..haha..

This guy jus freaked me out!he is talkin abt future..pls don!it scares me..and poor aisha..she bought her outfit..for HER birthday,and her mum is not allowin her to wear it..why??aiyoh..because,it is short..but aisha is super skinny!aiyoh..humans ah..okay okay.. I better get gg:)cya

2010-12-09T21:59:00.000-08:00

Omg!yay!i am blogging using my phone!!yay!!
I finally managed to figure out how to use my phone and blog....

I am in class..this stinks!i am super super hungry..and my chocolate is in my bag..i have to program some shit!!okay...a hungry person is an angry person..like i said..i keep falling sick..
I am so weird..i dont blog..but when i do,i continuously blog;)

honestly,using my phone to blog is neat:)very neat..haha..okay okay..zip it nan:)

my life is sooo happening!okay..it is!believe me kaes?!i have got friends who bitch abt me..who backstab me..who wants to be like me..and friends whom i love and would die for them..
It can get entertainin man...

We went baatam..with mum's work ppl..it was her work thinngy..and dad finished his work and came there:)damn cool!i liked it..it was fun!shopping and stuff!things are really cheap there!*winks*
oh!guess wat i bought!guess guess!!i bought myself an umbrella(which i have been carryin to sch everyday) and it is spongebob!!!!YAY!!

Okay...so..OH!do you know..the idiot,ya ya..she..she has started bloggin..nope..not now..but when she LIED tat i blogged abt her!!irony eh?and she blogged tat she has been drawin as she got the talent from her dad,whom,let me highlight,she does not talk to him!!and tat she has been learning art from young at yamaha!!wth right?i know you wan to copy me..but not everythin right?not till my childhood?!?!everyones who knows me since young,knows tat i completed my art course when i was pri 4..if i am not wrong..and tat i learnt from yamaha!pls la..SHE has told me a million times tat she cant draw!!wth!!
Pls child..go get a life..i feel bad for you..you wan to be like me?i really feel bad..as in,you are TAT desperate to be like me,tat you are lying abt your past?your childhood?i will never do tat!i mean..who does tat?!annoying!!

Yesterday was ambiga akka's prac!she is awesome:)really!i loved the way she dance!!!awesome:)

oh!and guess who i saw..mr freak..and everything was so weird!!we were not talkin (like duh),.haha..okay..mr nag is starting..i gotta go..my fingers are sore as well:) haha

2010-12-08T23:16:00.000-08:00

Ok..it has been AGES since i blogged..i m sorry..If there is anyone who still bothers to read..
hahah..if i was U,i would have given up..lol...like srsly...

i will try to update...Loads have happened..really...but,i got no mood to update..too lazy..hahahahhaha....
i have class in like 1/2 an hr..multi tasking...ahahahha...twitter,blogg,fb....and my sch mail=)
hehehe

OMG OMG OMG! common tests!shit la.i don understand EDC at all!I MEAN IT...screw it..
Oh..
and idk.....i have to thank sangeeta..spoke to her after a very long time...hahaha..she is so cute!
and guess wad,i finally know what i wanna be!!LIKE REALLY!ITS FOR REAL!
so yea...keeping my fingers crossed...

my tagbox is being spammed..WTH
and I WATCHED GREY'S!!!!season 6!!
OMG!i m soooo addicted to it!!!REALLY..it is AWESOME!
derek is SOOOO......HOT!
ahahaha..
but,hey,my fave character is Mer=)

after sch gg to go for ambiga akka's arangetram prac...i have to mug tonight!I HAVE TO!!!!
smack me if i dont!
aisha,i have blogged..hehehe..ok?

omg....i keep falling sick..so sad=(
*cough cough*
i did nt dance for one month!SO SAD!!!!!
wth la...
and miridangam classes are FUN!
really..F.U.N..
satheesh joins me...so he kinda plays louder den me..and TAD saves my butt..BIG TIME...if not hari sir goes like"I CANT HEAR U"grr..he is very nice..but my hands hurt..hehex...

The year is coming to an end!YAY!
hahahah...after tad,wemi...ur aragetram!get ready hor..
rajie wants to buy the exact same colour as me=)
i m gg to tie a sari!
the first one..
lol

Deepavali was AWESOME!
hahaha..ohoh!
the cuz are having a meet up!like soon..only the six of us!
YAY!!!!
and and,the wss babes are meeting too!WHEEE..
the cuzzies meet up is tp play games..no idea abt the girls..so yea...

and hmmm..
i forgot..SHIT SHIT SHIT..
OH!ya!on fri we are gg M'sia..with pammy and all=)

Ok..i better get gg=)
Cya..and shall blog soon=)

2010-10-10T08:20:00.000-07:00

Did massive clearing...
House...as well as my Fb and MSN
will update soon=)))

2010-09-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

omg!
I sooo haf to blog....
firstly,okay..
i noe the post below is very errr...
i m nt dd to delete it..
cause i wan it to remind me of how stoopid i was...
So ya..
i have moved on...
this time,i really haf.....
i cant imagine telling my friends tad i m with him or tad i still like him..
damn cheap....or damn DESPO...
or imagine...if i have to meet his friends?
they will think tad i nvr give up to get him and tad i forced him or chased him like crazy...so ya..
HECK...
the most important reason is amma...and appa...

Okay..fine...
u guys are thinking why amma and appa ryte?
well...i told amma...and she said she kinda knew
but she asked if he approached me...i said no...tad i said i liked him....
and she was like errr...Ok..
wad did he say
i said he said no
and she said huh?den he called every night...
i said ya..i told her "ma,he even said ily...and den at the end he said that we are jus friends"
she started at me for some time...
den told me that she never liked his character...
that she thought that he behaves like a romeo....and she did tell it to his face once...
hahaha...she sang some song...and he was like"why aunty"
yesterday she explained to me why she sang tad..
i asked her y..
she said the same as pam...
aiyah
she said alot la...
so ya...
NOW,no matter wad,i cant wont and will nvr like like him again....
i m intending to forget him

oh..i wanna minimise tlking to sham...
tad one another one..woahhh
sianx...

and thanks alot sateesh!
really!u are such a Gem...
i m really glad tad i spoke to u and pammy!
thanks for all de advice
I gave sateesh the ring...the stoopid ring...he is keeping it...
THANKS!
i don wan anythin to remind me of him..
small things still do...but ya...i don care
every time i think of him,i tell myself,he cheated u..so ya...

i would love to thank so many ppl...Hema akka....Nandy...Mich...Pammy...Sateesh..Lional.....Hema akka...Usha akka..Usha...Aisha....Sangeeta....hmmmmmm...alot of ppl la...vicky anni..mummy....Pravin and Poojitha=)
Thanks alot...

AND OH!!!
HARESH!!!!this is gowtham's friend!!gowtham's very close friend!!he told me to move on...and thanks alot haresh!i mean...despite the fact that gowtham is one of ur bff..u told me alot of things abt him..tad i shld have known!THANKS ALOT HARESH!

.

2010-09-09T09:20:00.000-07:00

2010-09-09T09:03:00.000-07:00

I miss u soo much..u walked into my life again jus to walk out?
U called...u asked....after the phone call,no more calls..no more smses....nthin
u jus left me standing there..Y?
honestly,wad did i do wrng da?i don get it...
u called and asked if i still like u..
oops
the day b4 u smsed me..i replied...i said no..
and den,the following day,u called and asked me the same thing...
y?
i don get u....we were so freaking close..i was wiling to accept u for who u are...i was wiling to take every flaw of urs.....den y?
sigh..
u make me cry...
alot alot...
u noe tad...
this is not me...THIS IS SO NT ME...
everyone noes tad...
Y ?
Why?

u walked into my life...made me feel so loved....did everything...and said No at the end...
when i said ok..when i moved on..u asked again...y?
i m nt askin u to love me..
i m askin u why did u leave me?
when i need u the most....
everythin i do,reminds me of u....
ur smell...the songs....
everytime my sms vibrates,i hope it is u..
ya..i deleted ur number...
will u ever walk back into my life?
if yes,when?
if no,why?

i feel like holdin u tight and yelling at u...
tad i love u so much..tad i noe tad i will nt fall in love with another guy...
i feel like telling u...DON GO....
i tried...i did try telling u...but no..u jus walked out....i miss u....
sheesh...
love u loads now and always..i jus hope i move on faster...
i noe i will move on...but i noe tad i will never fall in love again...
sigh..i miss u..
i miss ur smell
i miss ur voice..
i miss ur warmth...
i miss u singing...
i miss u so much..
i really do...
i jus hope tad one day,u will noe tad i love u so much....
sigh..
u being a tvp...a romeo..i did nt say anything..
but now?

i jus hope tad u are ok and all de best for everything u do..

2010-08-30T02:52:00.001-07:00

I SHLD NT BE HERE!but ya..had to...
AIYOH...FREAKING STRESSED.....
aaarrgghhh....
a piece of advice...NVR GO TO A POLY!
fml......srlsly...
aiyoh..time to bang my head on the wall
*bang bang bang*

exams are THIS week...
Maths is Fing screwed...
why the hell shld i learn LAAAAPLAAASSSSSS...
aarggh
It is ok nandhini=)
sighhh

Loads to update
shall do it soon...
Okie....gtg...
aarrrgghhhh.....

2010-08-06T04:02:00.000-07:00

2010-08-02T19:40:00.000-07:00

2010-08-02T18:53:00.000-07:00

My friend sent me this.....errrr..

cool ryte?

2010-08-02T05:03:00.000-07:00

I have never felt so disgusted with myself..
I feel so eww...
I mean...woah...
Thanks..Thanks alot..
U make me feel low...so eww...so cheap in a way...
crap u la....
now,how will i face the rest when i tlk to them???
what will they be thinking?
woah....
i m so..grossed out with myself.....

i feel like running away...i feel like nvr stepping into the place again....
sheesh...when i called u annae,U begged me nt to...u complained...u ACTUALLY told akka to tell me not to call u annae...
woah.....m so...disgusted
thoes ppl who know abt his(frm the place),are the ppl i respect...the ppl who knew me since i was 4...i nvr wanted to give them a wrng impression of me..Thanks also..Thanks..
everytime u ask me,wad is my BIGGEST regret,I said i m a person who does nt regret...but now..let me tell u....I regret liking u....i regret it the most!

2010-08-01T20:12:00.000-07:00

Ugly? The bear on your Display Picture is cute. But the stars and the moon up in the sky are beautiful but You...You are Too Perfect. There's nothing ugly in you.
Rejected? He who rejects you isn't lucky enough than he who accepts you for what you are.

You are too afraid to look in the mirror cause of the fear u have for not looking good. But You never did realise that The mirror was afraid as well.
It was not afraid to see you. It was afraid cause it was scared that it will rust without seeing you.
The most beautiful thing ever in the Universe....Galaxy...Whatever is bigger.

Sometimes you got to take your fun where you can get it. And sometimes it's right in front of your face.You just have to see it

some things that sateesh told me=)

2010-07-28T11:08:00.001-07:00

Okay..alot of things have happened..
trust me....i donnoe..
i have realised that i have held on to you too long...
it hurts me..i keep crying....i know that things are nvr gg to be the same again...
we are gg to be walking out of each others life..this is gg to happen soon...real soon..
i can even give u the last day...8th of aug....coming sunday...
it might be the last time we meet...or even sms...
M letting u go..I have to.
It hurts alot.
the irritating part is that i will have to see u almost everyday this week...
i donnoe..i give up...sigh....Had an awesome time tlking to sithi!thanks alot...u made me realise alot of things...i realised that i cant keep holding on to u..u have to make a decision..and i shall take it as U have made ur decision.as much as it hurts,i know that i m able to accept it..when we both walk out of each other's life..i don stare at my phone anymore.i don ans ur phone calls immediately...i dont talk to u like normal..U said Normal friends....let's draw the line den..My normal Friends DONT touch me.so ya..when we met each other today,i knew that things will nvr b normal again...i m fine with tad..or at least i m tryin..the wound is still raw..like what everyone has told me...U have hurt me in alot of ways..u don realise it do u?sithi said that only i noe the strength of my love..and i noe that i love u loads..i will nt stop loving u..but i m tryin to move on..
So ya...u will nt realise it...until u noe tad i wont b there for u...until we walk out of each others life...i will feel tad something is missing..but will u?

sheesh!leave it..

I need to commit on the following activities before the YEP trip.
a)Ubin Bonding Camp 20-21 Sep 2010 for Mr Isaac Ong + Mr Ng KK's team.
b) Pre Local Community Service Project-Villa Francis Home for the Aged 23 Sep
c) YEP Trip 27 Sep to 10 Oct 2010
d) Post Local Community Service Project-Villa Francis Home for the Aged 14 Oct

sighh..Now,tad is only for the YEP..
i have to go for first aid course=(
16th to 18th aug..
and i have started piano classes with Pammy=)
Tad reminds me..i have nt done my HOMEWORK!crap!!!hahahaa
OkOK
i gotta sleep!Nights!

2010-07-21T22:18:00.000-07:00

I m so obsessed with this=)
DAMN DAMN DAMN nice la...
hehex

i m sooo irritated with u!
FREAK!

2010-07-19T22:14:00.000-07:00

Hahah...
yesterday was super funny...
well
it started at IS class....we had presentation
we (my grp) wanted to leave after our presentation...

so we usd the fact that amelia had a retest...Isac let us off...
come to think of it...the idea was stoopid as we are all frm diff courses!ahahahaha....
welll...who cares...we all gt to go hme early.....well..i had to go for the new tuition at Bb...
HAHAH!funny sia

i went there on time...as in..i did nt get lost...but..BUT i got lost on the way back hme!
gowtham was nt much of a help.....he kept scaring me....JACKASS...
i walked arnd bb for 30 mins...the scary part was the fact there was only jungle next to me la..aiyoh
damn dark....grrr
and tad idiot was tellin me spooky stories...sateesh came to my rescue...by smsing me...haha....so i had to tell gow,"wait ah.."den i smsed..LOL..
so thanks sateesh!haha.....
but i have to admit..
i had a great time tlking to the idiot...
he asked me to take taxi to his hse..i was like...nooo..it was late alreadi....
hahaha....But ya...well..i received alot of new nick names...err.....i cnnot say it here...so ya..stoopid guy!
anyways,i saw gayu!!!well...she was out of the train..i was inside...i was on the phone with the same thing(gow)..hehex...he confused me la!
i was like..."i see gayu!"he said.."nooo...u dont....which gayu?"
wth!idiot!
but gayu!!u looked super tired.........Take care brains=))

i was supposed to go online...but...welll..i did nt...hahahahah!last night la...so dead tired....
i haf maths later...
tutorial....
damn..i still have nt done the wrk..hahax..nt intending too....will give her on fri,,,lol...will say OOps..i forgot
woah...
i wan use lappy lei....but cannot..i shalll try to leave it on...haha..and "do" my work...
NONO...
i shall be a good girl k?
LOl...who m i kidding?
hahah..

but ya la...
i have to..
i only have 2 MORE WEEKS!!excluding this week!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHHA...i soooo cant wait...
i wanted to skip prac(PDA)this week..
reason?i hate it..so ya..
but err..i cant
have to meet the pig at J.E.......
grrr......
maths tutorial is at 2...i m planning to go in at 2.10....HAHAHHAH!nt as though everyone is early.......and yea..gg to leave lappy on...wheeee........i shall try la....

i cant skip prac nxt week....=(
the wk after tad oso cnt...cause gt prac test....grrr,.....
aiyah!
i sooo don like that girl la....
but....er..wad to do...=(((
i have tuition today..at 5
woodlands...i finish at 3...
will b gg hme first,,,heheheh....
it is gg to be 2.....hahahhahahah...idk la....should i jus go?
ya..i shld..Okie=)
Bb

2010-07-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

3 more weeks...
sheesh!
that asshole ah..
whoi the hell wants to work with her sia...
stoopid ugly thingy..
looks worse den my FOOT!
so annoyed!!!
WADEVER!
the last week,she die!

and and..
woah!Mr salleh!
he speaks and teaches super fast!
wth...sure fail MA...
sian sia........................

anyways,had a great time tlking to nandy....lol
thanks woman
=)
and thanks gayu.....
and cant wait
sateesh's blog look cool=)))
ahhaha
yay!
i can start readin.....
hehehex....

SUPER SLEEPYYYYY...
hahahahhhaah...YOG prac tmr frm 10am to 10pm...
sianxx......

anyways,kinda freaky ah??
every time u are in pain,i noe it,....i always seem to text u at tad time...
hahaha..=)
well....i will always b there for u k?
*hugg*
love ya!

2010-07-14T20:37:00.000-07:00

2010-07-12T02:21:00.001-07:00

This is soooooo true..it took me this long...jus to realise tad!

i like the words on this one=)

2010-07-08T20:27:00.000-07:00

Love her loads!She is the best!!!

Huggs!!!

Here i go again..

Hahhaha
sitting outside mich's class...rotting...waiting for the jackass to let them go..damn hungry
FIsh!
batt is super low la...gg to die!
F la!!!!!
Okok=))
Bb

2010-07-08T10:01:00.000-07:00

2010-07-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

Your smses always makes me smile....
it makes me melt inside...
u were so sweet today!
haha.....Ur sudden sms!(nt sudden but ya)
Ur voice!U ah!Stop changin ur voice when u tlk k?stop making it Low....
cause i feel errer....Hmmmmm......when u do!

aniways,POLY SUCKS!they give u a damn day to decide what u are gg to do for the rest of ur life!!!!
sIGH!tmr is friday....hope it goes well...well,,farrid is doing the prac....COMPLETE IT HOR BOY!hahaha..thanks thanks....

Sateesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Let study tgt again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahah...STUDY k???hahhahaha=))))))

4 more weeks nandy!u cn do it!!hahahhahahahhahahahah.....WHEE!!!soo much to do...so lil time=(((I gtg!!Nightes

2010-07-07T05:01:00.001-07:00

I LOVE U WEMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she is back!!!!

haha..will update mr

2010-07-04T05:04:00.000-07:00

2010-07-04T03:48:00.000-07:00

For a Special Nan

You always find the time
for me to listen and to care
and I will never forget
all the happy times we share

This is soo sweeet!!!!!
Thanks alot sateesh=))
I went out with sateesh..to study=)
we went for lunch break....den we went to this shop....and den,there was this card...with the words on top...it had my name=)
NAN...
ahah..i told sateesh tad it was cool...and after a while i went to popular...and he went missing..den after everything,when gg home,he took out the card..and said it was for me...THANKS SATEESH!!!U are a great great great friend=))))
hahahahhahaha...Had an AWESOME tyme studying!
Lol=))

AND U!
Wad the hell are u doing?????
U are soo confusing
u think of me all the time!!!and yet??
WTH!
make up ur mind man!
aiyah.......i donnoe la...
okiez=)
i gtg..Bye bye...5 MORE WEEKS=)))

2010-07-03T21:37:00.000-07:00

2010-07-03T03:03:00.000-07:00

2010-07-01T20:52:00.000-07:00

SOOO true=)

2010-06-30T20:50:00.000-07:00

Wheeeeeeeee!!!hahhah...
Ok...
had two hours break..well,went to watch spongebob MOVIE!hahah
damn damn damn damn nice la...haha
damn cute!!had an awsome tyme!!haha
SPONGEBOB rocks my life!!!

was super upset yesterday=(
called sangeeta and Aisha...

Aisha is such a sweetheart!
we laughed and laughed..ABT both of u!
MISS her alot la....Had the best of the best times with her...gossipin...crappin..."running"away from class...haha...arguing (nt with her...but everyone esle)...LOVE U AISHA!!!!!!!!!!my small tiny honey coated sweetheart!!!!LOVE YA!!!Spoke to her today..NOW!hahahhahahaha..LOVE U BABE!u are soo funny la..hahaha.....BIG HUGGS!
haha...

SANGEETA!!!thanks alot da..really!!For everything!!WHEE!!!
i had a great GREAT time tlking to u!!AWESOMEST!
i felt so relieved....i know wad i wan in my life now.....i know where i m heading.....i know where my life path is heading...Thanks!!!I m so glad tad u walked into my life!WHEEE!!

SATEESH!u are AWESOME!thanks alot for the smses!It helped loads!! made me smile!
thanks!=)

i felt like a jackass!told gow to call...he called la..but after tad,when he called again,i slept!hahax..
sowrie!
i gtg now!nites

2010-06-28T02:10:00.000-07:00

I love the dog!!Well,these are my top fav!Top three=)
i kinda was shock after i drew them..the rest are in fb...
so ya...

well,i actually wanted to update like on last wed..haha...but well,the match started and i switched off the comp=)
hahahha....

Hemi ka has flown away..Lol
no la..she has gone to bali...under BAA...dance la...
10 DAYS man...Missing her loads...guess wad,today is just day 1...
hahahahhaha...welll...sch has started...grrr..Nt gd nt gd...i still hate my fridays...
Only 6 weeks nan...Only 6 weeks...hang in there=)
Wellll..that is how i keep moving..

life is great!haha..yet super stressed...LOVE MY MONDAYS!frm next week,i will have no more classes on mondays!!WHEEE...
hahah..dad's 50th is coming..guess i will have to plan everything myself....=(
Hmmm..any ideas??i wan to noe where to do!!!!I NEED A VENUE!!!aaarrgghh

2010-06-22T01:09:00.000-07:00

Rummors are the worst thing that can happen.
aiyah..gg to let go of everything...

2010-06-21T04:19:00.000-07:00

OMG!
she is soo fucking annoying
wadeever i do she will do la
so if i jump down and die,will she?
FUCK la
woah..
i m super pissed!

and and
BITCH!
woahh
fuck
i update later
i wan to watch the game first

2010-06-20T00:47:00.000-07:00

Yes.I love you..
Yes.You love me too..
But No.It will nt work out...
Cause err...
You love me as a friend...
I love you as a friend and more.
even if u love me more den tad,u are nvr gg to say it...cause like wad i said...it is nvr gg to happen..
so ya.
i M reading too much..
i M thinking too much...
so ya..Nandhini Sathasivam,Move on...
=)
Word Cup is Coooolllllllllllllllllllllllll
Daddy is super cool
LOVE U DADDY!!!
u are the best daddy anyone can ever ask...
u are always there..
and u always(till now)treat me and akka like ur lil princesses=))
hahahah...
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
Love u!
Big Big BIg huggs and kisses PUPPY!!!
love u!!!

2010-06-15T03:14:00.000-07:00

I had fun today..with arati!!!
and and mals and Thiv...hahahah..
Awesome cake mals!Thanks..BIG BIG huggs

ya...I noe...I m being a bitch..A big time one..i m sick of everything..so ya..HECK...I m sorry..
sorry for doing this to u....But honestly,if i m gg to continue,and continue fallin in love with u,my heart is gg to break...into a million pieces..so ya...It is better for u...Even if u don understand,i don care.

Nightz World!

Speaking abt world,the world cup fever is here!Portugal drew their game...all the top top countries are like nt playin well..My babies will shine!!I noe they will....hahah..love u guys!!Loved u guys since i was 10!!!Will continue loving..MUACKS....Now,really,Nights world=)

2010-06-09T22:12:00.000-07:00

Hahaha...I noe..i m super vain..
well....i was suppose to b studying..but well..
did not have the mood...
i like the dotted pic!!!!!!!
Hahahah
=))))
i haf one more main paper to go..today!!
Arrghh....i m havin fever=(
Tmr's paper is okay la...
hahahha
i gtg=))

2010-06-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

Ok..Two down...Two more to go..
one on thursday and one on fri...
welll...
i have to MUG for my thursday paper tmr..
Aiyah...
i feel so depressed la..
study like shit oso see the paper don noe how to do..
woah..either tad,or see the paper den kenna lost!kenna forget how to do..
WTF!
like was Kw told me..
FML!
wad the hell man...study till late...
woahhhh
DAMN U PHYSICS..
DAMN u!

aiyoh...
*bangs head on the wall*
really la...sad sad....
i had no mood to study aft tad..
shld i change course??
shld i????Hmph
shld i jus don give a fuck abt my gpa?
shld i not give a fuck abt getting where i want to go??
shld i not care abt gettin THERE?
fuck la..fuck...

2010-06-07T09:16:00.000-07:00

WOAH!
damn damn damn damn damn damn damn stressed!
I loved PHYSICS..
Now,it jus sucks..
cannot cannot...damn stressed..
thanks for callin
thanks for askin ur friend to teach me..but,err..it did not help lei..
WOAH
i wan cry!!!

2010-06-06T08:06:00.000-07:00

m i makin a mistake in loving u?
m i gg to loose more ppl by loving u?
m i always tlkin abt u?
why u??
did i really blabber to u??
did i really blabber to u ABT u??
did i blabber to u to give me TAD??
tad is PS....

u jus laughed and asked me if u really wan it??
U said u cld nt give me tad cause ur family was there..so if they were not?wad wd u haf done?
y??
u haf to make me feel soft..y da?Y?
U came..U sat..U emo-ed....den u ignored me...den at night u sms sayin sorry and det u were sick...

I donnoe...
i feel so useless...
like the OLD me..u noe...the emo-fied...and hopeless me.
sad...
i feel tad i suck at everything i do..
and tad..sigh..tad la...
aiyoh..i called sangeeta....
was tlking to her...
she spoke to me..
sigh
i donnoe la..
Noone is there to listen to me...i mean....ya
i m a difficult bitch..
aiyah..forget it...
my heart feels heavy..

i miss sangeeta
i miss feeling loved
i miss being looked up to
i miss the times where ppl don compare me
i miss the times when i don cry myself to slp
i miss the times when i felt tad i was good at somethin
now i feel tad i m gd at nthin
Y???nt cause i m jealous...i love u loads..
but cause how the ppl treat me..and look at me..
Idk..
jus don advise me.....pls...
cause den,it hurts more..
yesterday,u actually complained abt me crying to u...i was shocked...
did u hear urself??sighz.

I guess,i am alone...heck..
i have my music=)
Hahaha...

Okok..exam stress..
damn damn damn stress la..
aiyoh
bang bang bang
=((((
AARRRGGHH!damn stressful la...
woah damn it
physic paper oso so much of integration
RUBBISH
okok
i wan slp
Nightz!

2010-05-31T17:44:00.000-07:00

Ok..
I m super stressed..I HAVE to pull up my damn GPA...last yr was horrid...
I feel the damn strain la...AIYOH..
Ok...i m like super lost...u see..I noe wad i wan to do("when i grow UP")
ahha....but,still..i need to get a degree first...but...???
wad m i gg to do in?
U shld noe me...i don like doing smthin tad i don like...aiyah..i have to mug...like shit..super super super stress...

Arrgghh..I feel so ugly..and like a les..i was staring at her eyes..THANKS TO U!
thanks ah thanks...why??
she is tad beautiful?
U wrote a poem abt her..and den u tell mi tad no..u are nt in love wid her..
ya..i m a dumbass to fall for tad...
Heck!

2010-05-26T23:44:00.000-07:00

OMG!
i m back to grey's!!!
LOVE IT!!
muacks
The vid is taking super long la..
damn shit
hahaha
=))
I sooo cant wait for my exams to b over...den i cn start watchin again!

hahahah!!!MY BF IS SO HANDSOME!
err..i m tlkin abt patrick ah
OMG!
super stressed..
aarrgghh

Like almost everyday there are assignments..
soo many test...damn it...
HAVE TO START studying frm nxt week=))
hahah
Monday gg to meet rap to study AEL...
den prob wed for maths
Thursday For phy
den gt PCN=((
AAGR!
gtg=)
Muacks

♥

2010-05-26T04:48:00.000-07:00

iloveu too♥
say it again and again...
i loved the way u said it...
ur voice.....makes me melt....
sighhzzz....U are sooo freaking warm=)
aarrgghhh!!!Look at me and say it...
tell me again...
tell mi u mean it and i swear nvr to let u go....
Awww!!!!
i tell u....Think of me being there behind u...giving u big big hug k??
I love u loads....
=))))

2010-05-25T21:09:00.000-07:00

Letting go...
i spoke to sheela sithi..
i tried tlking to u.
well,u wanna keep a distance go ahead.
i m jus gg to let u go.
U are the same.
wad rights do u have to comment on the other guys???

it hurts..alot..more den it shld..
but u noe wad,
Once i have decided to let someone go,i will let them go..
i m soo mad at u right now..
the least u can do is hear me out.
what did i do wrng?
use ur brains and think
all i did was to ask u smthin
arrghh
get out
jus get out

If u are walking out of my life,tell me b4 u do..
cause u will regret if u jus walk out w/o telling me...
i m a very short tempered person
u ignore me for something i did,ok..i get it
But if u ignore me for somethin i did nt do,wtf is wrng with u?
i guess,i jus have to let u go..

well..
i had fun...tlking to u and stuff..
if u want things to end this way,then fine
let it...
Bye!

2010-05-24T17:43:00.000-07:00

Fuck.
why on earth do i fucking trust ppl so fast?
It is not my fault tad i m frank
i wan to clear things.
tad is the only fucking reason why i ask if u did tad

argh!
heck...fuck it
jus leave it k?
ya
we will b good friends
jus tad i will nt ask u anythin cause if i do u get angry
It IS my fault for asking u at that time and like tad
but,forget it
heck

Fuck it
I swear i noe myself too well
well enough to say tad NOW i m nt gg to trust any fucking soul.other den myself

i guess noone will ever b like usha.
Thanks babe

2010-05-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

ILOVEHIM!
My babyDarling is growin so fast!
i mean,i still rembr waiting for him to be born and tlkin to anni's tummy...
and den,tad darlin was born...
my good luck charm...
Wow...I love him....i rmbr gg to see him b4 every O-lvl paper..
Love u sweetheart..
he is turning 3 alreadi...
he is tlkin so well...
haha..crazy abt amma la....hahah..and he only listens to akka..
damn damn damn sweet...
aawwww...My sweetheart tad loves him...
Like wad i told Gowtham,Nitish is my baby..
and like what usha and everyone knows,he is my "true"love...haha..who might elope with amma!
Lol
ILY sweets...Ohh..shit..i hate the pics la!I look big!Damn..at th wrng place...sheesh....i have to upload the pics though..=(cause anni saayang ask mi too..
sigh..
I cant wait for this week fri!!!!!!!!!
gg out!!
and and...sat!!!
akka,me and anni gg out!!WHEEEE...
And and tmr..i m meeting sha!!!Wheee..
I cnt wait!!!!!!wheeee

After 4 days............
I answered his call....well..i got scolding la...and cursed....
and and
But i spoke for like 3 mins....den,when he called again,i cld nt ans..
so he smsed...
hhahahahah...again i gt scolding!
Jackasssssssss.....
well,but i think it worked...
=)
Muacks!!!
sighhzzz.......................................=))

Aniways,DANCE CLASS was really gd!!
haha..cause we danced...well "ppl" did stop...
but still,i had soo much of fun!
i did get asthma attack....but heck...
jus tad after tad,my thighs hurts like shit!!!
=))
Okok..i wanna gooo...and sleep...Nights!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-21T04:40:00.000-07:00

Wheeee...I m back!Hahahaha..Ok... Many things to update(i think)...

10th May 2010

Firstly,Hemi's 21st!!Hahaha... Ok...i got her various gifts....a ring...braclets...chain...earrings.. did a scrapbook(Thanks gaya for de idea).. Usha aunty&family..and Ravi uncle&family came over.. Usha aunty was SUPER SUPER sweet la...she cooked and came.. janu N gang came over...hahaha.. It was cool....akkka had to cut 2 cakes=) i m glad tad she had fun.. den came FRI!! wheeee..CUZZIES WUZZIES went out.. hahhaah..Tad was super funny i tell u......we wanted to go bowling..so all 7 of us met up for dinner at mac den waited for shree akka..den...we took a TAXI(two actually) to Safra... ahahhahaha..we went up only to find out the YJC had booked the ENTIRE place...LOL... ahhaha..so we walked all the way back to northpoint... we shopped....the guys went to the arcade..so the girls went to bakers inn.. fun sia...we tlked crap..akka opened her gifts..den,it was time for shree akka to leave..so we waited for her to take a taxi..den the gang of 6,went to watch movie..Iron man 2!!! buying her the i donnoe wad was funny..the fact tad i cld nt sit still or the fact tad sham gt angry wid sara for ntshrek toy..CAUSE AKKA BOUGHT FOR ME!!hahahah=)) haha..den,at the movies,the guy who sat behind sasha said "hmmm..sorry..cn u sit abit lower..cause u are too tall and i cant see" HAHAHAH!!!!!i started laughing la....anna is so damn cute...we had a great time la...tlking and craping..the 6 of us had Such a great time at mac!!Talkin shit and everything...damn!I love my family...So sweet=)))) I loved the gifts the got for akka..the thought la..=)

16th may 2010

Secondly,durgesh akka's arangetram...WOW! it has to ONE of the best one's that i have seen.. nt only does she dance really well,her expression are like WOW! I loved her vaarnam..even during her music prac,i will make sure i watch the varnam... she was super cute la...i loved the part where she will knock on the door...hahaha...damn damn damn nice.....she looks like Tinkerbell...very very pretty..Hats off to her la...really..her asthma is like quite bad..and still she went thru that journey...and the best part,in the end,she did REALLY REALLY WELL... AWESOME MAN!

18th may 2010
hahah!My birthday!!hahah!OMG!i was super super super touched... i overslept for my first lesson...den i smsed Mich and Vic sayin tad i was late..they forced me to go to sch...haha..so i went...during maths lect,when we had a break,i went over to their class... DAMN FUNNY...hahahha.....
Afiq and i were running arnd the lab..haha...and den farrid and i played peek-a-boo.. den all of a sudden,Kwang wei called me to turn..Mich bought a cupcake...with a candle...DAMN DAMN DAMN SWEET..and they got me a gift....COOKIES!!and a COOKIE LOLLIPOP!haha!!SWEETTT!!!
OH!!at 12am,daddy,mummy and akka bought out a cake from the kitchen....IT WAS RUM CAKE!DADDY BOUGHT IT!!hahahha=)))damn damn damn nice....Sooo touched...den when i got back hme from sch,ka and i went for lunch...
.den at night dinner at our old hse!Woahh=))Niceee..i felt so special..haha..
the part tad i loved the most was the part where everyone was smsing me...and wishing me..i think TAD counts..hahah=)) Gowgow bought me a pillow and a card...=) hahah=) MY FRIENDS ARE SOOO SWEET!!! Love them!!MUACKS...

20th May 2010

sorry da.I know u are super confused.But honestly,it is better this way.Either U have to realise it or i m really lost and will b confused all the time.Why dont u jus see it??Y cant u realise it?even akka realised it..Keeping my fingers crossed tad u will realise it..if u don...den..ya...i tried...u should jus open ur m0uth and say it.noone will say anything.U noe wad i will say. Aniways,Thursdays are sooo fun!Love my classmates!!damn damn fun!IT ROCKED!

21st May 2010

Mummy's birthday!!!!WHEE!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!love u!!MUACKS!! hahhahahahahhaha... so many things happened today... i m having a bad headache...haha...lack of sleep...haha...but heck! hahah!i had to do 5 freaking drawing of circuits..Woahhhh...headache....it IS nt the damn normal drawing..must use the stoopid prog......AARRGGHH!

PDA was gd!hahaha..believe it or nt...lol...cause farrid had helped me wid the start...and vic told me how to do the 2nd part...hahaha...so ya...Was GREAT! hahah Love u guys!Muacks..they are soo aware tad i m alone in tad class..MUACKS! Ka and i came home to cook...haha!!WE DID IT!MAMA AND PAPA LOVED IT! ahhahahah=))) GREAT! MUACKS..

want u to realise tad u seem as though u U feel it now don't u?or are u jus confused?Are u gg to walk out of my life cause of this?if u are,jus tell me before u do..U gt angry ovr the smallest thing...with me...i donnoe da...i donnoe.....aiyah...u and ur confused mind.U actually call me confusing...and tad i always confuse things when everything is gg smooth....U keep thinking tad i will always be there for u...i will be..i promise u tad...but U keep thinking tad i will be there like u noe...listen,i feel like a second hand...second choice...sigh...i m doing this cause it is better for me..i don wan u to leave me..i wan u to realise tad u seem like as though u jus HAF to hear my voice...Sigh..sorry=( whenever hear certain songs or words..really simple words,my heart skips a beat..more den it shld..it reminds me of u...the smallest thing....i m worried...
Jus don leave me....

Aniways,moving on to better and brighter things.....
Gowtham is super funny!!!I think tad guy is abit crack...Lol..
arul's arangetram is coming!!!!!WHEE!! excited=)))
SANTOSH SIR'S CHILD IS TLKING TO ME!!!!!!! haha!!
WHEE!!we are FRIENDS!!lol..we held each other hand and were running...damn cute la!!!=) Okok..i wan to go N slp=)
Nights!!!!!!!!!!
WHEE!!

2010-05-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

I feel SUPER GIDDY!
yes yes...6 more days for my b'day...and i jus found out smthin today
I have been missing sch alot lately...
sigh
asthma is the worse thing tad can happen.
i went to the doc
my asthma is really bad
he said tad
he might have to change the dosage for me
and also that i have to use the inhaler every 4-6hrs..
i decided on 6.
Well..
tad is so tiring

anyways,why is there so much of politics la??
I mean...woah..danc oso must have ah?
I don noe la....
tsk tsk

i Took med and feel super super sleepy
but i don wan to
hahahahhah
=)
I wan download song
but if i stay up for a sec longer,i might faint...
lol
like i was saying,my asthma is like Fing bad
i have to take pills for my lungs to get cleared
grrrr

Dog came over yesterday..haha..
so fun!!
we went to the temple...
and den tlked alot...
hahaha...ASSHOLE
haha
he keeps every1's sms expt mine..
stoopid fool!
i gtg=)
GAYA3,Happy...i updated!!hahhahahahah

2010-04-09T00:52:00.000-07:00

2010-04-03T05:53:00.000-07:00

Feels like shit....m damn damn sick...Havin fever..i think i m gg to have stomach flu..shit!!!!!!!!!!
I m disappointed to the max..with myself.i don wan to tlk to anyone..i feel like shutting myself in a dark dark room.where the music is blasting and my lappy is there...and the room has to be locked..and the keys MUST BE MISSING OR LOST..woahh..I soooo wanna go to tad HEAVEN.

I feel like a damn failure...For god damn many reasonsF**kI m super pissed Nt wid any1 but myself.i wanna emo!Noone lets me do tad..Grrr...LEAVE ME ALONE hahahaah i m soooooooooooooooooo tired of everything trust me really it is getting Fing tiring the way u fing treat me. the way i get fing compared F off ppl

This is MY life.i m the fing pilot i fly the plane the way i wan to. if i wan the plane to crash in the middle of nowhere it is MY WISH if i wan to have a perfect landing it is MY WISH Get it?????

G...E..T...I...T..???don COMPARE..one more time any1 does,i swear...i will either chop that assholes head off or will be damn damn rude.so YA.If u insist tad u wan to die in my hands
i CANT help it....OKAY??

sighzzzz....i feel so....crap...I feel soooo shitty like a Fuped waste...
Okay..I apologise for my many f's..and ya aiyoh...grr.i noe i don like many ppl...i don expect many ppl to like me 2....so ya......BUZZ OFF
Hmmmm......yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......I don wan to bother my babes AGAIN
so ya like u noe,it is nt nice so ya....i think i m gg to slppp
i wanna run away to my perfect land
Bb
Nitex ppl=)
MUACKS

2010-03-31T01:55:00.000-07:00

I love my girls!!!
they are soooo cute...
they are family...
they are helping me soo much...in every way...
thanks alot girls!!!1
MUACKS...

Soo many things are happening
lol
hahahaha
okok..i shall update soon..
i gtg=)

2010-02-21T02:33:00.000-08:00

Just when i start loving dance..
people have to start doing this to me.
aiyoh..
ols la..
if u guys are not happy with me dancing in thandava,tell it to my face.
no guts!!!aiyoh..
worse part,u call urself a guru...
gossip behind my back...i tell u....
u are the most disgusting guru i have ever been taught by in my life..
Shudder...

aniways,ael sucks...
aiyoh...i hate it!!!!!

2010-01-13T17:41:00.000-08:00

i m freaking upset..
Santosh sir has passed away..
i feel like crying
i cant do tad now..
i m in the middle of a lecture.
This is so sad.
Jus when ma said that i can learn under him..
jus when akka's arangetram plans were gd...
His son is only 5..
Y???
Y??
i m really sad...
Poor gowtham...He was in camp when he got the news..
He sounds damn sad...
Arul was freaking upset too..
arul got sir's mirndamgam...
sara started crying
hemi was crying
i started cryin..
Sigh..

I was damn scared of him.
it all when i was 9...
since then,i was damn scared of him...
last yr i started tlking to him..
and now...
Sighz...
It is damn sad sia.....
I got no mood to type....sigh
Tc ppes

2010-01-07T18:52:00.000-08:00

it has been ages since i watched soccer
ggrrrr...trying to figure out if portugal made it...
Hmmm
somethin tells mi no...but,keeping my fingers crossed
Anyone knows???

I FOUND IT!!!!lolz
22. Portugal qualified on 18 November 2009
hahaha...
http://www.capetownmagazine.com/articles/Sport-a-Fifa-2010~c9/Teams-and-Countries-Playing-in-the-FIFA-2010-Soccer-World-Cup~1615

Coolllll.......
I have gone mad...Hmmmmm
i cant believe i lost marks b'cos of my units..
if mr yeo know this,he will go"Ahhh...Nandhini..When will u change??"
hahaha..
in sec sch,i will roll my eyes..NOW,i m banging my head on the wall
Aiyah..
i gtg now..grr
4hrs of MATHS..
gosh...someone slap miiii

2010-01-05T22:14:00.000-08:00

Grrr..
Firstly,"Happy Birthday Priyah"
hahahaha...
anyways,i cant wait for my damn econs to be over...
SHIT!!
aaggghhhh..
tmr is thursday..
tad means SHIT
y?
Cause i got chinese class..
Hmmm
cant wait for it to be over...
aiyoh...............................................................

aniways,
i m so pissed la
doing econs and the ass ios nt doing anything
and jus flirtin!!
DAMN
shall update tmr
bb

2009-12-26T06:03:00.000-08:00

DAMN FUCKING PISSED!!!
haha
wad a way to start a happy entry=(

Lets tlk abt happy stuff first????
Okie...
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
ahah...i had loads of fun=)
went to shamu's place...
B4 tad went for a Christmas party at daddy's workie..
Been spending soo much of time wid sham and arul..Oh and Gowtham...
two weeks of break???I have been having sooo much of fun!!!
sad part is did not meet durga akka N rajes akka...to pass them the gifts!
Soo many things have happened...
Hmmm

My lappy decieded to crash
Managed to fix it
Oh!!!!!
M i not suppose to tlk abt someone here??
hMMM
Well..
i have never given a fuck right???
Not now,nt b4..
so yea!

Hmmmm...
ya...frm dance class...
btw,i don give a FUCK abt who is gg to read this and tell her!
i hated the way she was in class tad day!
Hmmmm..
if u are in the wrong admit la!!!
Aiyoh!!!
I donnoe wad i have gotten myself into..
dancing for thadava...crap...
is dancing wad i want to do???
M i doin the right thing???
crap!

And U!!!
DAMN!
I trusted u...
i thought u were my close friend..
i told u wad i thought abt her and u HAVE to tell her right????
Wad's wrng wid u???
In case u donnoe,i don care abt who and how many friends i have..
if i have A friend at A place a go to,i m fine!
I m jus soooooo dissapointed with u
not angry...just upset...
Why does this HAVE to happen to mi...
It is ALWAYS!

Heck!
I will trust this ass and after some time
he gets back to mi saying tad he is attched to my worst thought of enemy....
den...hmm.this guys tells mi that he also liked this bitch..
hmmmm...
den wad?
Oh ya!
U know wad is the freaking starnge part
all of these ASS HOLES were my friends..
wow nandhini..
u know how to choose ur friends..
ok..i cant be mean..
chose ur guy firneds..
my guy friends think with thier ______(Tom WHAT and harry??)
Arrrggh!!!!
i m soo mad!!!
i have stopped tlking to all of them...
i jus cant think of tad!!!!!
Oh godd...
a)U are my REALLY good friend
b)I really like u
c)MY parents and family really like u
d)i cant imagine not tlknig to u
GOSH..........................

I will do wad i have to do...
i will do it when i have to....
if i have to,i don need u...
i m used to this....

like wad i always say
i never had a dream come true...
N i don REGRET!!!!

2009-12-17T21:56:00.000-08:00

I lost all my links...
Nooooooooooooooooooo
=(
Ppl,if u guys still bother to read my dead blog,Pls pls pls tag=(
Thankies

Btw,My two week hols have begun!!!
Yipeee=)
Hhahahha
cant wait..
soo many things happening...
Durga akka's wedding proposal in jan...
Hemi's 21st in may...
All of hemi's friend's 21st...
hahaha...
The next next yr hemi's arangetram=)
Can't wait!!!
Loves=)

2009-10-18T21:02:00.000-07:00

OMG!
my blog is dead...
really really dead..
so many things have happened..
gosh..i don know where to start..
Firstly ma got admitted..
her blood count went darn low..
this was after pa got admitted..so,aft pa was ma...
when ma came back home(discharged),Paati (Granny) got admitted
she fell down in front of the temple..
the fall was bad..
den,it was naavarathri prayers...
the second day,i and akka had a performance..
after that we were rushed to the hospital cause granny was in a bad condition.
Oh!b4 tad on friday we went to see her...that was 2 days after ma got discharged..
she was okay..she was joking and teasing pa.
den,two days later,on sunday,she passed away.
Now,TAD is sad.
okay..
after tad,pa got admitted again..
his infection got to his blood.
perfect right?
screw it man...
my life is life some tamil drama..
written by a screwed up director..
NOT BLAMING GOD!

ryte...after all this drama,ISABELLA has arrived..
with sofia..her new baby sister..
Gosh..bella is so damn good looking and sofia is cute=)
we had loads of fun..
we had to go to the cemetery on the eve..it was super fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha....
LOVE MY SISTERS!
check out my fb acc=)pictures are there..

now,i m back in sch...
CHIMANOLOGY+)
Gosg....shudder!
I pity bella...
She has to leave after two weeks.....
so sad..she is damn close to akka..
i feel sad when i see them..
they are forced to leave each other...
=(
Btw,i gtg
cya=)
*damn worried for eng economy!

2009-08-15T06:34:00.000-07:00

i m Fing stressed..
loads of damn things on my mind..
exams,dance,family,friends..
Damn it..screw this damn damn thing..
sigh..
shall blog again soon

2009-07-08T22:53:00.000-07:00

If ppl still bother to check my blog,i m honoured...haha..
really..
cos,if it was someone else's blog this dead,i will nt bother reading:)
haha..
Kays..firstly,I m in sch nw...
Feeling..hmm...happy yet sad?
haahha..
confusing?
ya..i noe....
In computer programming nw...haha..
and DUH!i m nt programming..LOLZ..

Hemi has left to shang hai..i miss her terribly..
it only has been a few hrs..
her flight was at 8...
nw its 2..
so...it has been 6hrs:(
gosh!
wonder how i will survive 5 days...
haha..you see...
1 day alreadi i cannot survive.
imagine what wld have happened if she went abroad..
i think i will die..
haha..tad's y..
i told ma...nt to send her abroad
lolz
i Miss You hemi..
haha...still have fun..and dance well girl..
make me proud:)
ahhaha
i mean,a great dancer lke u shld nt let anything OR anyone confuse u:)
ILY:)
hahahahh....

Okay...my class is damn cute:)
we are having extra class.
and for lunch we ordered mac..
hahaha
damn funny
the way they tlk and do stuff..
haha..
den,the toilet was damn far away..
so,Mich and i went to the guys toilet to wash our hands..
WITH the guys guarding outside..
crap ryte?
ya...i will be ending damn late for the next few days..
Screw it!
will end at 8..
by the time i get home will be 9 plus....must still do projects and other shit...
Aarrrgghh..
and have i said,i hate robots
damn them..
i spent my whole sunday finding for info abt robots...
frm 2pm to 12am!!!sucks!
anyways,damn it la..
gt soo many projects due..
damn damn damn..
*bang bang*
die...i have to start studying...
aaarrrggghhh...
my ez-link card the money keeps finish fast..
damn it la...
Oh!
Have i mentioned??
i m gg to join swimmin.
nt for sw..
but,for sch!!u noe...hope u get wad i mean..lol
THANKS HEMI...:)
haha...kaes...i better get gg..
Bub byes:)

2009-06-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

Damn!!sch is gg to start:(
Noooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate waking up early..
and thanks to NDP prac,it not tad i have slept in during hols...SIGHZ!
like wad most of my friends ask me,WHY M I SCHOOLING IN NGEE ANN???
aiyes...all the way to clementi:(
can die!haha
honestly,i shld nt tlk..
haha
akka is treating ur hse like a hostel!LOLZ
she comes back damn late..after tuition,dance,Volunteering...and YADAH YADAH!
haha..I LOVE U HEMI!

DANCE!!as much as i dread it,i love it..
my dance girls are my SISTERZ!!!loads of older sis and one baby girl!haha...
they are family!
ppl who accept u for who u are...they don't get tensed when things does not go their way...
girls who tell u what they feel abt u TO ur face and nt behind ur back!
babes,you can count on...to put a big wide smile on ur face..
AND to ensure tad u shine like a star on ur special day(s)....
hahaha...ya,we have tiny tiny fights..
we leave tad among ourselves..we don't spread it like forest fire:)
haha..like today,during lunch,we had a inside joke abt a certain someone..
but,when the rest asked we did nt tell!haha
i think it is nice...
haha
last week after prac,while walking the long way back(led by the army guys),
we were singing!!
haha..and of course,when we stopped,the girls at the back asked us to continue to sign...cause they liked our voices..
Hema akka,is god-damn high pitched..
she is a 7 or a 8!
and tad is the freaking max!
haha
ampuli teacher( our vocal teacher) said..
hahaha..freaking high..LOL
and,dont ask abt mine!haha
ya...so,when we were walking, the was a army guy nxt to us..
haha..
he is damn big-bro like.haha
he told maragatham akka that he wants to wlk nxt to us
cause our voices are nice and that it is preventing him from sleeping!
hahaha!!Phravs and i were like"errrrr"
hahah..though pracs are damn tiring,the girls make it damn fun!
*muacks*
haha..every wed,after sch i got tuition nw:)
haha..its actually okay cause Cheryl is relaxing..
we kept getting chased out frm the children section..which is darn annoying!
lolz:)

oh..and i miss my baby!
hmmm..
pa's phone got spoilt..went to re-new my contract in order to get him a phone:)
haha..but,puppy like my phone..lolz..instead of the new one!
cute ryte?
so,he is having baby now...
my new phone is sony w980..
ya ya..the new one..like siva anna's:)
but,i m jus getting use to him!lolz..
hmm...he shall be my new redevil darl...
hahahahhaha....
kaes....i shall get gg:)
NITES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-07T00:36:00.000-07:00

http://sg.video.yahoo.com/watch/5214934/13762324
New moon trailer is out!!!!!!
CAN'T wait to catch this movie..

someone slap me
i mean it..
sighz..
tmr is ct..
have not studied..
gg for pam's b'dae later..
I HAVE NOT STUDIED!
i m sooo dead..
SHIT!
been spending my time in the hospital..
after sch,go there and sleep..
haha
tlk tlk to pa and stuff..
DEAD MEAT!
i m a DEAD MEAT!
DIE......
worst part,it is EL TECH!
my weakest shitty thinngy..
SHIT SHIT SHIT...
i better get gg..
BYEBYE!!

2009-05-28T20:02:00.000-07:00

Okay.In sch..to be extact,in class:)
haha
pa is not feeling well..
really sick:(
i pity ma..
wonder how she is going to cope...
like,his fever is super high
he is walking AND looking like a zombie..
poor puppy:(
ma is also sick..
aiyoh
sick family la..
she is also having fever..

like what i say,life is not easy.it is a FUCKED up bitch!
pls xcuse my language..
hahahahhaha
common test is next next wk...
i stil have not started my revision.
HAHAHAHA
i m sleepy...........
i better get gg:(

2009-05-13T09:40:00.000-07:00

DAMN!!!!i did everything right..the answer is freaking right..
the damn web is not accepting it!!!!!
SCREW IT

2009-05-12T09:00:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl..
well,i nvr did blog when i got back home..so ya..
well...the pics below are those of my class mates..
u can see tad michelle is in everything:)
i noe tad a certain some1 does nt like me
hmm..i had a nice long talk with mum yesterday...
it was really good..
got my mind off loads of things tad was troubling me..
thanks ma...
i spoke to akka also..at night..
she told me,if it is jus tad 1 person,she told me
a)try talking nicely
b) IGNORE
i told ka i did b yesterday...
haha..and it works..i felt so much better...tad person came to tlk to me instead..
the bitchy nandhini is back..
well...its only a few days tad i keep quiet k...
i realise tad it does nt and should nt bother me...
so,WADEVER!
haha...
ryte..moving on..sch is getting fun..prob cause,time flies by...
yipee!!!
lolz..michelle and i sit next to each other in every lesson..so,ya...pretty fun..
i go to sch and go back home with her..
haha..during breaks,i eat..like duh!
and talk to the rest..
so,ya..
i better get gg...
i m off...

bb:)

2009-05-11T01:06:00.000-07:00

Taken last thursday.at the lib...

First el tech tutorial class..

Today:)

Michelle and me!!!!!!!

i shall upate once i go home:)

2009-05-07T20:24:00.000-07:00

Freak..i can't login to my facebook...shit la
every other freakig site is coming...every1's facebook is coming.Damn!!!!!

2009-05-06T06:47:00.000-07:00

Oh god!
tired...sleepy..hungry..
i need to study....Sighz.....
BANG BANG!
i need to sleep...sighz

2009-05-03T23:39:00.000-07:00

Okay..this is horrible..
i did not go to sch...will not be gg tmr as well..
sighz..
i hate this...HATE this..
i did nt go for tuition..i m sick..
damn..
dong my online homework..
i hate holidays...they make me feel like staying at home all the way..crap..
hahaha.....
i like sch...
i mean it..
i mean,i like my class and all..but i don like the idea of gg to sch..
not like wss..
haha..
as in,i like to go to sch nw cause i got friends and enjoy classes..
but i don like the idea of gg at the moment..
pro cause i m sick..
keep having fainting spells...
sighz..i have to complete my homework and study..
shit..

2009-04-29T22:33:00.000-07:00

Okay..I am sick..this happens when you tend to anticipate things alot..
sighz..
Pls don get ideas guys...haha..i WENT to sch..lolz..m a gd girl...
still in sch..i got break now...den got lecture all the way to 5...
den got fencing..
DARN!i end damn late...
I m sleepy..but,can't seem to get myself to sleep..
so,i decided to blog..
m having fever,flu,headache and heartburn...GOSH!
now now...lets nt forget the cough...
i wonder how long this day will last..
i feel like packing up and gg home..
NO NANDHINI..
be a gd girl...

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!
tmr is labour day..WHO SAID SO????
i got tuition in the morning..den must help ma wid her course work :(
don ask abt ka..SHE WILL BE OUT THE WHOLE DAY!
like i said,don look forward for anything..it gets ruined...
I m sick AND will be busy!
slap urself nandhini...
i mean it...yikes..and i wanted to sleep in or rest..
the world is moving in an EXTRA FAST speed:(

oh.the song that i m listening to now is sooo nice;)
sila neram..
i try to download it some other time..
haha..

BIG NEWS!!!!
dance margam tickets are out..$25 bucks..expensive i noe..
but,still...if u interested in cing me and akka dance purchase the tickets..if not..errr..nvr mind..
USHA darl booked a ticket:)
hehex...nvr ask anyone else yet...
usha actually kept track...she said me when it was..i smsed all my babes today:)
only usha replied:(
haha..i better get gg :)
so,if u guys wan the ticket either tag me or leave me a sms:)

2009-04-28T05:09:00.000-07:00

M count down-ing..haha
for the break..
well,sch is starting to be more fun:)
yipee...
i GOT to learn to understand Chinese!!!
i miss English...
SIGHZ..
I look like panda and a drug-addict mixed together:)
hahahahahah....

ryte......
I NEED AN ANSWER!!
will they change class every sem or will they not?????
my teach said that they will not change class unless you fail the sem exam..
i don wan to change class after settling in!
tad wld suck!

and and...
on tue i got swimming
on wed i got dance
on thur i got fencing
friday is break.
sat is fencing,dance,vocal and tuition
sunday is tuition...
PURRRFECT!

monday is my only break day...i end at 5!
friday is a FORGET IT DAY!i end at 8!!!!!
yipeee..
i "love"my life:)
oh..i m gg to donate blood tmr...hahahahah

2009-04-20T05:02:00.000-07:00

Okay..I m back home..
Oh God!
i m so tired...
first day of sch..
hmmm....it was OKAY!
Michelle and i are pretty close..
we sat nxt to each other the whole day and went everywhere together..
time passed really fast..
honestly...
in class we can't tlk to each other..
the class is abit small..thus the teacher can easily spot anyone who is not paying attention...
hahahaha...

i liked my lecture..the last thing on my schedule today..
hahaha..
brenda was in my class also...so,i guess it was kinda fun...

tmr is gg to be a killer..
i don noe anyone in my tmr class..
sighz..
i m been ripped off frm my class tmr..
so sad
i m like soooo scared...wad if i don noe anybody?
oh!hang on..I DON'T!
sighz..wad if i don click wid anyone!
hiayz,,
i miss wss...

grace and the rest of the ppls,decided to meet tmr..
their class starts at 1pm..
will be meeting them..
before and after class..
hopefully,its fine...(the middle process)
hahah..
i actually have homework...
well,i finished it ;p

haha...i got no idea what cca to take...leave me a tag wid ur opinions:)
haha..
i don like a certain someone in my class...prob two..
well,i have to accept it..two years same class:)
PATIENCE and DETERMINATION
righttt...

hopefully,1 sem passes fast....
really....keeping my fingers crossed..abt tmr and abt the remaining of the two yrs to come:)

sighz...
*god,give me the strength and take me through it*
haha..well,part of it tells me that it is gg to be fine...
i just wonder how...
note to myself:breath in breath out!
LAME!!!
hahaha....
think positively:)
i gtg..
wish me all the best:)

2009-04-17T14:35:00.000-07:00

The camp was AWESOME!
hahaha..well,it was really good cause of my camp mates:)
my class is TA12..
all of my camp mates were split into diff classes...
haha..
Brenda and I will be in the Thursday and Friday slot together..Oh!and Monday for 2 hrs:)
we have the same Electric Tech,Electric Mec and Maths lectures together...
i like tad:)

In my class,i made a few friends..
well..there are 8 girls...
Michelle:)
she stays in Sembawang...
so,we can go to sch together:)
Yipee:)
I m the only non-Chinese girl in my class...
i noe for a fact tad i will not be left out..
cause, there are 8 girls..
eventually,if we have to group our selves,it has to be 4 per group (i hope)

haha..well..i can be wid michelle or the other girls...
however,i m still worried:)
i have saw my modules...well...
i have sw on Tuesdays..
but,Tuesdays i end "early" cause i start "early"
well..i start at 1pm and end at 5pm:)
haha..i only have two lessons..
tad is my CATS and SW!!
hahaha..well,i can go for cheryl's tuition form there:)
my Friday's are my longest:(
i start at 9 am and end at 8pm...
hahah..but,i still like my Fridays:)

Things are gg to get very tiring..
esp wid dance pracs for the BIG DAY and for NDP!!!
sch is gg to start...
tuition's..
vocal classes...
god!!!!
it gonna be tiring..
but,well..
i m HEMA akka's sis:)
there she goes wid tuition's,dance and vocal classes,sch,exams and loads more..
haha..if she can,i can..
cause,our parents have got wheels underneath their feet's:)
haha

okay..i better get gg;)
bb....

2009-04-11T05:17:00.000-07:00

For those ppl wid facebk,YES!I am in love...
pls don go arnd guessing weird stuff and weird ppl's names...
i am in love wid EDWARD!!!yes..from twilight...
pls..no comments..

i noe tad it is dumb,stoopid and lame..
i don give a shit....
ya..i m being abrupt..i noe..
no questions,pls...

reading twilight makes me forget everything..
ya,when i mean everything..i MEAN it...
it is nice,exciting and...and its just wonderful..
so,yes...thanks cheryl..for lending me...I OWE YOU BIG TIME...
Really!

I am in love....in love wid Edward cullen (who is not?)
I am in love wid twilight.

sigh...i need someone..
really..i wan to sit and cry...
abt everything...

i noe i have akka...
or at least i thought i did..
i can't blame her..
she is busy..
poor babe...
giving tuition,studying and Oh well.....
sighz....
her exams are coming...GOOD LUCK KA!!haha.....

I have nvr felt like this b4..
been calling sangee...she has got sch..but hey!we still spoke for an hr....hahahahaha
priyah,thanks for the calls babe:)
it really helps....

Usha!!are you an angel or wad??M not gg to mention anything here;)
thanks guys...
Aisha must have been busy..i miss her...its been a long time....
sighz....nan and i are nt talking much...

well......
for the first time in my life,i want to go for the orientation camp..
for ur info,i hate orientation camps...
haha..i wan to go(this time arnd)
i wan to forget everything..all the problems and just everything...

emo much?
I noe...
the world is an illusion..
everything and everyone is fake...
not true...i m sad..
i wan to cry...
really..
*tears*

i m sick of putting up a mask...
i m sick of acting like someone else..
sick of hiding my emotions and pretending to be happy...
this is the last straw...
everything has come crushing down...

Lolz....this is a very colourful post!hahahahah

*only thing left is hope...

Temple Trip

2009-04-02T04:33:00.000-07:00

This hse is built in the mid of the sea..ALONE

Love her

Me!!

I tried all attempts to change my blogskin..sigh..

I gave up hope..The pics are damn nice rite???

its taken by ME in a temple in Malaysia..

I loved the temple..

well,i loved it even more cause Akka and i spent loads of time together!

LOVE YOU!

Amma,Perima,Peripa,Susanna,akka and Myself:)

It was gd..

welll...now,i m sick:(

I wan to go now...i wan to rest and prob eat..

Bb:)
ps:My cam is screwed up...The date is wrong:(